Festival is over!
Could have pumped this little hottie on satuday, but I didnâ€™t. Essentially it came down to either going on a ghost tour, or having sex. I chose the ghost tour! Hahaâ€¦. Iâ€™ll explain. I met this girl whilst flyering. Flirted with her and she seemed up for it. I made a joke about having a fling and she went along with it. I gave her my card, and she texts me! Itâ€™s on.
I could only meet late, so we met up that night, at midnight.
Iâ€™d been wanted to do the ghost tour, and this was my last chance.Â I asked her if she wanted to go. She was neutral. We went, it was ok. After, we sat and played the questions game. Within 40 mins weâ€™d agreed to fuck. Awesome. But, I had students at my house, I was a bad cold, and had to be up early. She said she was tired too. I could have taken her, but It felt SO solid I said â€œcool letâ€™s meet up tomorrow!â€
You all know how it goes after this, no point in explaining it. For the new readers: Once a girl puts the pussy on a platter for you â€“ if you donâ€™t take it â€“ youâ€™re done. Itâ€™s one of my golden rules. Guess Golden rules are meant to be followed! Sigh.
No matter, thereâ€™s much more to come.
Whatâ€™s strange is, for the last month girls just werenâ€™t the priority. I was too busy being a comedian, and a PU teacher to put the time in. And believe me â€“ going after girls takes time.Â Lots of time.
Itâ€™s a huge amount of energy. Itâ€™s like, the energy I used being sad about not getting girls pre game is now â€“ still used â€“ on girls. except (generally) Iâ€™m getting more action now. But in some ways itâ€™s probably more of a pain in the ass.
Anyways – It was kind of cool actuallyâ€¦â€¦ just seeing how much attention I get from girls just living me life doing comedy and being social. I met a looooooot of cute girls.Â It was almost weird being so busy I didnâ€™t have time for â€˜em.Â Â Iâ€™ve thought to myself â€œwow, I donâ€™t have time for women. How strangeâ€
Maybe in a way itâ€™s disturbing how much energy women have been taking up.Â Women really have become the centre of my lifeâ€¦ I noticed this simply because – this past month, that wasnâ€™t the case. Doing comedy every night has really put me in touch with the fact that Iâ€™ll always be a comic first, and a pua/dating coach/whatever second.
When people ask me â€œWhat do you doâ€ Iâ€™ll always say â€œcomedianâ€
Iâ€™m actually at a strange point right now. I love comedy, and I love pickup. I love doing comedy, and I love teaching pickup.Â Can I do both? What do I focus on? Who am I? Am Am I really a PUA ? What is that exactly? Or a dating coach? Whatâ€™s the difference? Both help guys get girls. Thatâ€™s what I do, I help guys have more success with women. Soâ€¦ what does that make me? Or am I just a comedian with a hobby?
Iâ€™m reading this book now called radical honestlyâ€¦ It reminded me of the fact that, all that shit is just labels anyways. Weâ€™re all trying to â€œbeâ€ something â€“ some term that defines us. But what difference does it makes what you call me? Iâ€™m me. I do what I do.Â Iâ€™m an individual. You can all me a comic, a PUA, a slag, a hairy bastard, or a purple dragon. It changes nothing. Iâ€™m still just me.
Iâ€™m Definitely a cross roads. Some people think I should kill the whole Sasha character and go mainstreamâ€¦.. some people thing I should stop all this malarkey and focus on being a comedian.Â Maybe I can do bothâ€¦ things are getting interesting, thatâ€™s for sure.
Anywho: Back to London nowâ€¦. Write more soonâ€¦