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Recently Iâ€™ve also been pondering if really I identify with the whole PUA culture anymore. I donâ€™t feel like a PUA. First of all, thereâ€™s just too much weird creepy shit associated with PUA.
Ross Jeffries? Patterns? Manipulative NLP? Routines? Negs? Everyone dressing up like Mystery? Angery towards women? Needy/creepy dudes?
What the fuck? Itâ€™s weird. Letâ€™s be honest here. Loads of it, is fucking weird.
Then again â€“ totally changed my life â€¦ and most of my closest friends â€¦ some of the most amazing people now Iâ€™ve met through the community.
Iâ€™ve kind of been considering leaving behind my PUA identity. I justâ€¦. Donâ€™t feel like a PUA. First off, the way I meet people isnâ€™t an Art. It doesnâ€™t feel like a pick up. Nah. Maybe for a while thatâ€™s what I was doing, but I the end I just figured out how to be OK with myself and have fun and attract the types of girls I like. I donâ€™t pretend to be anyone else in any way. If anything Iâ€™m trying to be more like who I really am (my non jokey self) because thatâ€™s who I am behind the mask.
Iâ€™m considering re-branding my business to be, like a dating coach, not a PUA. That would probably mean not writing up LRâ€™s anymore or any of that stuff. Personally, I donâ€™t see the massive deal. Is it offensive, writing about my sexual exploits and what Iâ€™ve learned? Is it? Iâ€™m not like giving out names and addresses.
I suppose the question is, if people that know me found my site, would I feel ashamed? Would I want them to find it? I suppose not â€“ but I wouldnâ€™t be mortified.
i actually don’t care anymore i don’t think, about PU. who cares even if i get better? or have sex with 20 girls in a month? what does it mean? does it make me better than anyone or a better person? no. i already have what i wanted i can meet anyone i like, i’m not scared anymore. Not to approach, not to express my feelings. No more fear. So Iâ€™m there, Iâ€™ve arrived. Maybe all this is a waste of time at this point. I could be doing better things with my life than chasing girls just for the sake of chasing girls.Â I think Iâ€™m just doing it to compensate for not having control over my love live from ages 12-26. And cuz itâ€™s just fun.
But really â€“ what am I doing? Itâ€™s not normal going out and just approachin every hot girl that happens to pass. It takes something out of you. Plus on some level I think Iâ€™m not â€œas good as I should beâ€ because tons of girls flake on me still.
On the other hand â€“ who am I kidding? I still love it. Haha. I love it!!! Running after girls, hitting on them, getting blown out and being a dick, doin the stupid stuff. ITS FUN! Seeking out the cool girlsâ€¦. is a good time.
Plus I like experimenting and seeing what will get more results. I like figuring out this stuff.
Itâ€™s just too consuming of my energy.Â I need to do lower energy game. Haha. This experiment Iâ€™ve started thanks to Marcusâ€¦. May be the solution. Itâ€™s going well so far. LOW ENERGY/boring. No jokes.Â (well, less jokes)
Also: Iâ€™m going to stop getting girls numbers altogether. I canâ€™t be fucked. I donâ€™t have the time/patience/inclination to chase them up anymore. I only want to deal with the girls that are definitely up for it.
So hereâ€™s my game play for the next while â€“ Iâ€™m going to stick to this too.
Hi. I know this is weird, but â€¦â€¦ will you go on a date with me?
Yea itâ€™s lame â€“ thatâ€™s the point. Iâ€™m running shit low energy game on purpose.
After 30x interactions like this, Iâ€™m going to switch to:
â€œHi. I know this is a bit random butâ€¦.can I take you out for a drink sometime?
Then Iâ€™m going to switch to â€œHi. Youâ€™re cute â€¦ can I take you out for a drink some time?
While doing thisâ€¦ Iâ€™ll chat to the girls someâ€¦. Then just giveâ€™em my card and say â€œyea drop me a line so I have your number and weâ€™ll meet up!â€
If they donâ€™t call me â€“ they donâ€™t want to call me badly enough. Simple as. Iâ€™m not going to chase anymoreâ€¦. At least for this expirment.
Am quite looking forward to it. Will be a fucking crazy 3 weeksâ€¦â€¦ if anyoneâ€™s gonna be at the fringe festival, pop me a lineâ€¦ Iâ€™ll be up there doing my show. You can come out, flyer with me and have some fun on the streets J