Ah fuck.  The Sasha Harem is falling apart!!

So, the Bulgarian has gone back home for the summer…. Where she’s going to (attempt) to break up with her bf. She says she can’t wait to see me in Oct when she gets back – but we’ll see what happens. I’ll miss her!

Now, it gets worse. Hbmixed had emailed me last week saying how excited she was to visit this guy in the U.S.  I was happy for her. But now, she’s emailed me saying she’s crazy about this guy, and they’re together now, and that’s it! Seems a bit crazy, after seeing someone for 10 days in a row (though they’ve been talking online for a while.)  Even crazier to have a long distance exclusive relationship. I mean – CRAZY. But hey….. she thinks she’s in love. Maybe she is. sighhhhhh. I liked her (well, I still do) and she sex was really good! This is the first time this has happened to me since going polyamorous last summer.  I knew it would happen eventually… and after giving my girls the whole “I want you to be happy, I’ll still be here for you no matter what” speech – I have no choice but to be happy for her!! Hehe… and I am….. can’t be selfish about it.

It’s an interesting feeling though. I like these girls – they are great! But ultimately, because they are my friends…. I do want them both to be happy. Even if that means I don’t get to sleep with them anymore :(  …… I guess that’s how it goes. I can hear Johnny’s voice in my head “It’s ok. Just relax and be cool. Eventually he’ll fuck up, and she’ll come crawling back into your arms….” But I don’t really know if I want that. I want her to be happy….. I know I’ll be! ;)

Don’t know if I’m surprised myself but …. It’s cool. Totally cool! :)

As we know….  there are always more hotties, just over the horizon…..

Epic fail: Almost fought/fucked the same girl in one night!

So, I’d met a couple of girls at this event a couple of week back. One of ‘em was really hot. We had a nice little chat, I got her number – and she seemed pretty up for it. She said “Call me!” and I said I would. I found her later on and chatted to her a bit more, a she said “call me” again. I replied “Yea I will. And I won’t wait 2 days to do it either. That’s rubbish.  In fact, I’m going to call you right now!!”

So, as she went to the loo, I called her and left her a message. Something like “Look at this. I go the extra mile of calling you right away, not playing head games – and lookit what you’ve done. You’ve not picked up the phone. This is ridiculous”

Anywho: we texted a bit. Actually she was calling me a fair bit for a few days right after… I was trying to get her off the phone cuz I had shit to do! Also, we chatted on skype a bit. Then, I went to scotland for a bit, and met up with her when I got back. So it had been 2 weeks since I’d met her initially.

Our date was good and bad. It’s hard to explain. It’s like, we got along for the most part (good banter) but then we had these little power struggles. She was trying to get me to buy her drinks – which I wasn’t having any of.  That’s literally what caused most of the tension.  I took her to this night, it was only 4pounds to get in. Beforehand, we’re getting a drink. I didn’t want anything but got a juice. So, I say “let’s flip for it, it’s fun!” and she looses and pays, begrudgingly.  Then she says I should pay to get into the night cuz she got the drinks. Now, I don’t want to be too stingy too ridgit with the whole “don’t spend money on girls thing “, so I did pay our admission. No probs.   But then during the break, she’s trying to get me to buy her an alchohoic drink – when I’m not even drinking. That’s not cool. AND she knows I’m taking her for a “tasty treat” (fancy ice cream) after this. This makes it weird but I try brush it off.

After the show, we’re walking to the bus stop to get to the ice cream place.  Then, I bump into a guy I haven’t seen in – 2 years. Turns out a friend of mine Is just in the pub.  I say to her “let’s pop in for a moment so I can say hi… like literally 2 mins” and she says “I’m only coming in if you buy me a pint!”

At this point, I’m like – what the fuck.  I explain I don’t’ want to get stuck in this pub, that I want to take her to the ice cream place….. that I just want to say hi to this guy! She says ok you go ahead, I’ll wait her. I go in, give the guy a hug and come back out.

Then, she says my glasses are girl glasses and jokes that I just steal girl’s glasses. I’m like “Yep” and the I take her glasses and put ‘em in my pocket. She keeps asking for ‘em but I didn’t give ‘em back. In the end she forgot about ‘em – as I knew she would. Muahah.

At the ice cream place, they are just closing – but of course I joke around and get them to serve us anyways. We got to a bar afterwards… but it’s closing soon (at 1230) and she says she’s freezeing.  I say “there’s another one right next door let’s see if it’s open later?” but she says she’s too cold and says I should go and check it out myself. I though she was being a pain, but later she explained she was really cold.  I say “ok let’s just stay here”….. the whole fucking scenario was cold at this point. She said “yea we probably only need 30 mins!” as in the date would be over by then. I was thinking that too, but at the same time I was thinking “I can probably get you to come over in 30 mins” lol

Anywho: Can you guess what I did in the 30 mins before the bar closed? Oh yea. Question game.  We pretty much were talking sex within: 3 minutes? She was asking me ALL sex stuff….. fantasies, what I’ve done, not done, all sorts. She was wellllll up for it.

It closed and we went outside – and started arguing about me being stubborn and not looking for other bars because she was cold (I thought she was being a pain in the ass)

She actually said “I’m walking this way” and walked off. She didn’t look back!!! I thought it was over! At this point I decided to make a phone call. This is funny: This hot polish girl I’d met a few days before had called me FIVE TIMES that night. Fucking ridiculous. FIVE TIMES! (and send a text saying we should go for a picnic!) … I was just ignoring her.  I’m guessing that was a hard core motherfucking booty call! Anyways, at 12:40am I rang the polish girl. If she wants to meet up, I’d rather go and see her than this fucking pain in the ass. I called, but no answer. Fuck it – I run after the Pain in the ass. I’ll call her PITA girl! ha!

Somehow, I talk sense into her. I apologized for not recognizing that she was cold and just explained how I thought she was being a pain. Oh – it doesn’t help that she knew I’m a dating coach – that had come up a couple of times as well! (argh!)

At this point, we look around for something else – there was nothing. Just the fact that she wants to hang out is telling me she wants to hook up. We don’t get along that way – why the fuck else would she be hanging around?  This is interesting – Because she knows I’m quite confident (have been in my flirting with her etc) she knows she could get sex from me tonight.  If I was shy etc, she’s have left for sure knowing I would never pull the trigger.

Anyways: We hung around outside this café that was closing. I kept just flirting with her etc – tired to kiss her and she didn’t go for it. It’s obvious it’s on though. She says “I’m seeing this guy, it’s going pretty well. I think he’s going to ask me to be his girlfriend this weekend” …

Now, the old me would have taken this badly – but I knew what she meant.  I said “So if we’re going to hook up, it pretty much has to be tonight!” and she agreed.  A few minutes later she says “So, how far do you live from here?” … I say we should go to mine and something about a massage. She said “Ok, I’ll come over for a massage, but I’m not promising anything” …

Cha ching!

We get back, I make some tea and put a candle and some music on in my room.  I get her face down…. Clothes come off and I give her a hell of a massage. I must say, this girls body was one of the hottest I’ve EVER had my hands on. Like, perfect.  Tight stomach…ribs just poking out a bit. So hot.  Nice tight little breasts. Omg. When I actually started taking the massage sexy – I was grindin up against her and grabbin’ her boobs with a RAGING hard on. But, did I put a connie on and pump her? Oh no. I keep massaging her… eventually fingering her and going down on her.  I was eating her out for about 20 mins and she liked it, but it was really slow going. I said to her “Most girls would have come by now”

Alright. Maybe it wasn’t the best thing to say – but this chick had issuessssssss.  She literally dried up as I was fingering her – and I could just tell she wasn’t into it. She’s moaning about how I think I’m sooo good because I said that, and how it put pressure on her, etc.  It got really weird, and she just said she didn’t want me touching her anymore. Eek. THAT was awkward.  I was going to do a freeze out on her, but there’s nothing you can do after that. Also she said “I really like this guy….”

IT was done. I think I said “this is awkward” and she said “Well, either we can sleep, or you can kick me out” …. And I said we should sleep.

In the morning, she pretty much just left and that was that.   Well, that’s what happens when you bring home a girl strictly for sex… who you have zero comfort with. In fact, we had negative comfort. We were kind of enemies, heheeh.  Like, at least 3 times during the date I thought “fuck this” but then kept going.

Anywho: Yea, strange night. I still enjoyed parts of it… but hated other parts.  Given that a) I really wanted to hook up with her and b) this would have been my only opportunity to do so as she was about to go steady with another guy – I did what I wanted to do. It just went fucking weird.

Interestingly enough – when I’d met this girl initially, I’d considered something might be up with her.  She was just, really up for it.  More so than most… so for some reason I just thought maybe she was nuts.  Maybe a girl really being up for it suggests she really likes sex – or more likely, that she needs validation via sex from new men (which suggests inner game issues?) …. But I really did think, when I met her “she might be nuts”

Also, she was calling me a fair bit around that time… generally needyness in women kind of guys with mental instability. I think I’ve found that to be the case. I think girls believe it to be the case with use too.  Think about it. Stalker guy keeps calling her? Probably nuts

Needyness = serious issues. I think I smelt it a mile away. Ah well, fuck it.

Hooked up with this super friendly/fun/mixed girl today.  I had a few people over for a movie night. I’d met this girl at this function a little while back. She was cute, but not really my type physically.  I’m into skinny/athletic girls – she was just normal figure wise. Most guys would say “she’s fine” but – hey I like what I like. Anyways what appealed to me about her was her outgoing/fun personality. She’s really smiley. She was cool to talk to. So, Yea. I wasn’t actually planning on anything going down.

So, She comes round and we all chill and watch a film. It’s all good.  All my friends (who hadn’t met) get along ….. coolio! I got her to my room, to actually just chill and talk. (There was someone in the living room who was getting in the way of us chatting.)

Once in there, we just had a nice chat about stuff. We started talking about sex a bit. She was so open is was unreal.  I just said “Hey, you want to see a video of me getting blown?” … she’s like “yea sure”

Then, we talked about how how it was (very) … She was saying she’s gtting tunred no… and I was like “fuck, I’m getting so hard, check it out.” She had a little grope, then left it. I just kept takling about how horny I was.  She had another little feel and tried to stop herself, I think. Then a few seconds later, she was just touching me up…. Then down under the underwear, and I’m getting a hand job. Then I asked her “Hey, are you good at blojobs? Could you do it as well as her?” and she’s like “yea for sure”

I think you guys know what happened after that! Anywho: we ended up hooking up, and it was pretty hot!

Partially I was horny as I was supposed to see hbhungarian before she left the country – but it just would have been super rushed due to our schedules, so I told her it was all good and I’d see her when she got back!

Anyways: Even though I wasn’t THAT attracted to this girl……. shit – this just goes to show you how far personality girls. I mean…… she wasn’t my type physically… but she was just … fucking cool!

I’ve said this before… but… showing girls a video of you getting sucked off seems to be an aphrodisiac.  I gotta make more porn!! ;) hehe

Fuck, this book is so eye opening… they pharmacudical companies will NEVER tell you that some natural herb can cure your ass – they’ll try and mimic it’s behavior, and sell you a pill for it. Even when the pill doesn’t work anywhere near as well (or at all) and costs way more. The list goes ON and ON and ON…… in the last 10 years, 10 MILLION PEOPLE (just in the U.S.A) have died from PRESCRIPTION MEDICATION from their doctor. DOCTORS will prescripe you pills as the solution – because THEY GET PAID TO SELL YOU DRUGS!!!!! You can’t even trust your own doctor!!! Fuuuuuuuuuuckkkkk. Check out this article if you don’t believe me: http://www.naturalnews.com/009278.html
You can take ALA and ALCAR supplements that will (from ALA – attack free radicals and keep your skin looking young… and (from alcar) make your heart work efficiently and prolong your life span! (excellent for over 50’s as well) …

Oh here’s a fun one: Suntan lotion actually has cancer causing agents. Getting sun on you, gives you loads of vitamin D – which actually fights cancer. SUN LOTION IS ABOUT MAKING MONEY – not protecting you. IF you actually live on the equator where you get shiploads more sun – studies show you get LESS CANCER – not more. You want to be safe from getting burnt? Wear a fucking hat.
I could go on and on….. But the bottom line is this: You can cure just about anything by EATING RIGHT, doing some exercise , and avoiding sugar/smoking/drinking too much. AND DON’T TAKE ANY FUCKING MECICATIONS – you don’t need any of that shit. Oh – and “high choloestorol” is another fucking scam. They try get you on cholostorol lowering pills… even though they have brutal side effects, including erectile dysfunction. HIGH CHOLOESTOROL ISN’T DANGEROUS TO YOUR HEALTH IN THE VAST MARORITY OF CASES!!
Ok I’ll stop. Everyone should read this god damn book RIGHT NOW! Here’s the link.

Over the Counter Natural Cures

Alright. Just had to get that off my chest … back to my normal PU stuff now lol.

Hey fuckers!! Yea, I haven’t blogged in a while. I’ve just been enjoying live too much. And I’ve been busy as fuuuuuuuuuuck.

So I’m in Scotland. Oh yeahhhhhhhhh. It’s fucking great up here!

Me and my homeboy woody drove up into the highlands. There was a funny sign of a man holding hands with a kid. There was no writing beneath it, but it should have said “warning: Pedophile present” …. I tried to get it on cam but we missed it…
Also, I went for a dip in one of the Loch’s. It wasn’t Loch Ness. It was a different one. But it was still good. I accidentally pee’s on my own face. I’m not going to explain it, I’ve uploaded the video. Enjoy – hahaha.

Ugh.

This is cute: I ran into the Twin… the one I’d pumped on my last trip up! (Yes, I’ve gotten the word pumped from woody, and I use it all the time now. I can’t help myself…)
I ran into on a train. She wasn’t looking so good. Had a quick chat with her – and she was back with her BF. You know, the one she doesn’t like. I was like “Still not having sex?” and she’s like “nope!”
I ask her “uhh, doesn’t that suck if you don’t even like him?” And she says “Well, we get along as friends, mainly – so it’s not so bad. Plus, I’m going travelling in January”
I asked her why she doesn’t leave him… she said because he always cries, and she falls really bad, and it’s easier this way.
Riiight. Nice one. I suppose in a way it should be a relief to see that women, as well as men are weaklings who can’t get their shit together. How can you live with someone who you don’t like/aren’t sleeping with… and you CAN’T openly see other people? What the FUuuuuuuuuuuckkkkk????

Anywho: what else is there to report…..ah…… Last Sunday I slept with… hbhungarian! Yes, well you’d think I’d have blogged about that earlier but…. It was a long time coming. She’s a pretty close friend of mine at this point, so…. You know… it wasn’t a biggie. But, I think she’s the first girl I’ve actually known for a few months before sleeping with. Oh wait, same situation was for the korean girl I hooked up with a few weeks ago…. But this girl I was really actually friends with. We’d chat on the phone, and hang out and the whole works.
So, nothing changed at all when we had sex. The lead up was slightly amusing though –
She comes over….. and we’re hanging out in my kitchen…. And she says “so, we’re going to sleep in the same bed and not have sex again eh?” and I’m like “I guess….” And she says “you know, if I was you, I wouldn’t be ok with that” … and I said “pff, whatever. I just like having you around, what can I say? … then again, maybe i’ve got a secret plan to seduce you, and tonight’s the big night!” … and she’s like “hmm, maybe”
Anywho: With what happened that night, it seemed like she’d already decided we were going to hook up. Like…… just…… she was totally down and that was that.

Hang out as per usual – get in the bed, heavy making out, take her shirt off. Molestation ensues…. Nudity insues…… We do the works and … at last… sweet love. Was quite good actually. I asked her afterwords what she thought. She said “yeah, it was OK. I came, so I got what I wanted” … I was like “Ok? Motherfucker! Then I fingered her and she had another big one. That’ll learn her! Fuck, I came pretty hard actually… it was like, I decided to come, but then when I came, I still held most of it in. one of those. Good though…… very good!
Like 5 mins after she was like “ok, well, I should go home and work!” and I was like “What the fuck???!?!?” I couldn’t believe it! Then after she was like “nah, let’s hang out!” and we went and chilled in the park for a couple of hours. I think it was like one of those thoughts you get and say, before you work it out properly “I should go work!” tho it was never gonna happen. Chilling in the park was really fun too! Funny how actually knowing someone for a while before hooking up with them is a “novelty” …… for most people, picking up some girl off the street and sleeping with her within the hour would be the novelty. For myself, knowing someone for 6 months before sex is much more novel. HA! I like it though – I’m really starting to see the merits of really befriending someone before going to bed with them. It’s just awesome for a whole plethora of reasons. They’re mainly obvious – but (for even more obvious reasons) I just haven’t been in the habit of really getting to know girls in the last few months. I’d meet a girl, and either decide I could get her into bad relatively fast (and the put the necessary time in) planing and scheming like a good little PUA. Or, I’d decide it wasn’t worth the effort, and I’d move on. It’s retarded. I wasn’t even considering whether I really like the person, whether I had a connection etc etc. It was just another notch on the bedbpost. Now I’m seeing just how awesome having sex with friends really is ……. But with the added polyamorous mindset. Not just, banging a couple of girls and hoping they don’t ask if you’re banging other girls. There’s a big difference. I feel free.

Also: If you truly and honestly take an interest in people (and sexy ladies you run into) … you don’t really have to push for sex. You don’t have to “Game” or “escalate” or any of that crap. You just take an active interest in finding people whom you find interesting. Then you’re really interested – and you’ll find they are as well. From there: meeting up, hanging out, getting to know each other… lead naturally to…”getting to know each other” :D … if you know what I mean. Wink wink, nudge nudge. Oh yeah.

That’s what this is all about.

Strange…. funny, no?

Well, I think it’s funny. Or, I’m just being gay.

You can’t eat the fish with all it’s bones, it doesn’t work. The question isn’t whether you’ll be able to eat the fish. Of course you will eat it eventually – you just have to get all the bones out. But it takes time. Mainly it depends on two things…. how many bones there, and how good you are at taking them out. If you’re not very good (or there are a lot) you just have to slow down and pick’em out one at a time – or you’ll choke on ‘em.

The same can be said for sticking points. You gotta get ‘em one at a time, you gotta slow down, you gotta enjoy the process of finding’em and eating those little bits of fish you get once you clear’em.

Pretty good analogy, I think!!! Or, I’m gay. One of those two.

Please leave your comments as well! ;)

http://www.daygame.com/videos/eliminate-approach-anxiety-by-changing-the-goal-to-have-fun/

Was a great event.  I spoke for aroune 2.5 hours and Yad an Marcus did about an hour each.

What made it different was, I brought a couple of my girls out with me! (The ones from last night!) … I had them both work the door for me. I don’t think the guys were expecting that… some of them thought they’d arrived at the wrong event, lol.

I think something is fundamentally wrong where most “pua events” don’t actually have any girls in ‘em. What the fuck is going on there?

I also knew something was wrong when I felt uncomfortable (at past events) with the idea of women being in the room. Was it because PU in itself is derogatory and treats women like pieces of meat? Yea, probably.

Anyways: My recent growth (as a PUA and as a human/spiritual being) has led me to believe that my loving myself, and PU, and women, and everyone else actually go together. I love everyone. So, if I’m not ashamed of PU and I’m not ashamed of having sex with girls and enjoying that, why wouldn’t I want girls in the room? What the fuck am I hiding? Sure, I had some unhealthy attitudes towards women in the past. Shit, you can check my blog and I’m sure there’s some dodgy shit in there from must a few months ago. Hehe. But that all came from frustration and a lack of understanding. But not of women – of myself. (Ok, of women too – that last sentence just sounded cool) hehe

I wasn’t in touch with what I truly wanted, and I wasn’t in touch with what women wanted. I’m a lot closer to it now – and I love myself more than I did before. And I understand myself more, and women, and why people turn to PU.

Anyways, that being said – 3 of my girls were at the talk last night. Hbmixed, the hungarian, and the my friend “The red hot love coach” whom I’d met recently and become fast friends with. She’s actually a relationship coach and was doing a short talk at the end – which the guys enjoyed. She was talking about sex – and the guys were actually shy to ask her questions at the end! Once it kicked off, they couldn’t get enough questions in!

ZE GERMAN made minutes for the whole event. Can you believe it? I can. Haha.

I filmed it, I might have the best bits edited and could slap a piece of it up here maybe perhaps ;) ….. but only if you guys BEG!! BEG BITCHES !! muahaha…

Having women there definitely changed the dynamic. It was sweet, because every time I said “women think this” or “women want this” I’d look at ‘em in the corner and they’d give me a thumbs up or say “yep, that’s true!”

It’s one thing to have me – a manwhore – say some shit is true. And it’s another to have a couple of hot girls in the back say “yeap – what he says” …. Probably it’s 5x more believable.  Also it’s nice to have a couple of hotties around to demo on, hehe.

So – the talk went great and Marcus and Yad were amazing as usual…. And the “Red hot love coach” did good too.

Anyways my talk was all about what it meant to really connect with people. There was a lot of shit, but that’s really what the message was. Have fun, enjoy yourself first, and really get to know people. If you don’t walk away from a girl without the ability to write a list of 10 awesome things she’s about – you don’t know her. Why would she call you? How many strangers do YOU call? (not including girls you’re trying to fuck?)

Yea, zero. Revelation!

I pretty much get what’s going on now. This journey is about – loving yourself – loving girls – having awesome girls in your life that you appreciate, who appreciate you.

Going direct/indirect – none of that shit really matters. It’s all about making friends and connecting with people.  Making people feel the love.

That’s it really.

Johnny Soporno would be proud. Big thanks for him for helping me see the light. He was pretty much telling me all this shit last summer but It’s only really kicking in now. Some things you just got to figure out on your own time, I guess. Interesting though – you can hear “the truth” and know it’s “the truth” … but still not really get it. I think a true understanding of anything – ANYtHING – has to come from real life experience. To all you fuckheads sitting around at home who haven’t gone out and spoken to a woman in weeks (months?) you’re gonna have to get off your arses and do something about it. There is no other way.

THANKS JOHNNY SOPORNO! YOU ROCK!

Sasha.

So I went out last night, and I brought 2 of my girls out.  One of ‘em is a regular of mine… and we have a great understanding. She’s totally cool about the open thing, doesn’t want a BF… so we have fun and fuck our brains out and it’s all good.  This is the half filipino I picked up on bootcamp months ago.  I’ll call her hbmixed. Also, I had with me the bulgarian! Me and her have grown closer recently – especially after our chat last week.  Now, both these girls know I’m dating other girls and my whole philosophy etc.  It was pretty awesome.  I really felt like a pimp. Hehe.  At one point we’re sitting on a couch, and I’m massaging one girl that’s sitting on my lap, as I’m kissing the other one on my left. And I thought “oh yes….”

I was with hbmixed … and the bulgarian’s coming to meet us, and I’m like “uh, you’re not jealous are you!” and she’s not “no!” … then I ask “Are you gonna be jealous if I kiss her in front of you?” and she’s like “yes” and I say “ok, I won’t kiss her in front of you”

Then whenever one girl would go pee, I’d molest the other… but I was very touchy/feeling with them both all night and it was all good.

I got some funny reactions too -

2 black girls walking past us…. One says “Oh look he’s got 2 girls!” so of course I yelled “I could use 2 more!” … they giggled and ran off

Got some shit from a couple of drunk dudes…. They spoke to me, so I just had a bit of a chat. Can’t remember the interaction, but one of them said “I respected you till you opened your mouth…… “ which I thought was a good line. I’m nicking that!

One guy couldn’t help staring on the bus…. But I think he was mainly staring at the Bulgarian’s tits. (They’re amazing)

Grinding ‘em both on the dancefloor was nice…. The photographer came around and took a pic. It’s a great pic… hott!!

So yes, I did kinda go for the 3some. I’d joking said to the bulgarian last week as we were in bed “Hey you should film me and hbmixed fucking” and she was like “yea I’ll do that, cool!” …. So I’m like “ok, it’s on… there’s no way she can film and not get involved. Even though, the bulgarian claims not to be interested in women.  Hbmixed however makes jokes about us having a 3some!

I’d told hbmixed “Hey, let’s do a 3some with the bulgarian” but she wasn’t sure over the phone. Suddenly she’s like “oh I dunno, I have to see her first, what if I don’t like her?” and I’m like “you’ll like her!”

So, they got along just fine as I’d suspected.  Better than fine, in fact!  (No kissing though) L …. What’s amazing was……. How much fun I had foolin’ around with them both and pushing for the 3some. I was doing shit like saying “yea so totally you guys can just be friends… so no reason not to just have ONE friendly kiss…..” and then pushing them together. I kept trying and it got funnier every time. Fuck – 3some escalation is just like normal kissing escalation. You just make it funny – then every time it doesn’t work, it’s a joy… hahahah. Fucking awesome. FUN really is the best game, I don’t give a fuck what anybody else says. It’s the shit – because you can never fail. How can you fail if you’re having fun? How can an approach fail if you’re having fun? Not possible. How can a 3some attempt “fail” if the whole thing was a laugh? Again – not possible. I had a GREAT time….

The amazing thing was – I just kept saying shit like “you know I love you guys… you guys are amazing.. etc etc” and they both knew it…….. and they both felt my love… and it was all good!!  It was all totally cool.

Holy fuck. I’m actually ok with it. Like… it’s fine. I think I’m hitting a new level.

Ah – one interesting thing I noticed being out with 2 girls that I’m intimated with… it’s not about building comfort with them anymore, because I’ve got that. I realized I was getting them to build comfort with each other.  That’s the key. If they feel comfortable with each other…. I think that’s how awesome 3some’s happen. When the girls dig each other … and get to know each other… and bond over how awesome YOU (the pimp) really are. Hehe.

Yeap. This is definitely cool. I wouldn’t have been comfortable doing this shit a few months ago.

The possibilities of 3some’s, orgies etc seems just around the corner. But… is not as appealing as I thought. I’m actually really happy just having a few cool ass girls in my life. It feels … natural having female friends.  Finally…. It took years and years… but finally…. I actually like girls. I like having them in my life – girls are great! (No, I still haven’t figured ‘em all out…. ) ……. But this is going to be the fastest path to that – not trying to have sex with loads of ‘em. Actually having women around me that trust me and love me…. This will be my ultimate weapon – and lead to my ultimate happiness.  Shit, I love my girls… all of ‘em! ;)

Life is good….

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