Fri June 11th
So I went out last night, and I brought 2 of my girls out. One of ‘em is a regular of mine… and we have a great understanding. She’s totally cool about the open thing, doesn’t want a BF… so we have fun and fuck our brains out and it’s all good. This is the half filipino I picked up on bootcamp months ago. I’ll call her hbmixed. Also, I had with me the bulgarian! Me and her have grown closer recently – especially after our chat last week. Now, both these girls know I’m dating other girls and my whole philosophy etc. It was pretty awesome. I really felt like a pimp. Hehe. At one point we’re sitting on a couch, and I’m massaging one girl that’s sitting on my lap, as I’m kissing the other one on my left. And I thought “oh yes….”
I was with hbmixed … and the bulgarian’s coming to meet us, and I’m like “uh, you’re not jealous are you!” and she’s not “no!” … then I ask “Are you gonna be jealous if I kiss her in front of you?” and she’s like “yes” and I say “ok, I won’t kiss her in front of you”
Then whenever one girl would go pee, I’d molest the other… but I was very touchy/feeling with them both all night and it was all good.
I got some funny reactions too -
2 black girls walking past us…. One says “Oh look he’s got 2 girls!” so of course I yelled “I could use 2 more!” … they giggled and ran off
Got some shit from a couple of drunk dudes…. They spoke to me, so I just had a bit of a chat. Can’t remember the interaction, but one of them said “I respected you till you opened your mouth…… “ which I thought was a good line. I’m nicking that!
One guy couldn’t help staring on the bus…. But I think he was mainly staring at the Bulgarian’s tits. (They’re amazing)
Grinding ‘em both on the dancefloor was nice…. The photographer came around and took a pic. It’s a great pic… hott!!
So yes, I did kinda go for the 3some. I’d joking said to the bulgarian last week as we were in bed “Hey you should film me and hbmixed fucking” and she was like “yea I’ll do that, cool!” …. So I’m like “ok, it’s on… there’s no way she can film and not get involved. Even though, the bulgarian claims not to be interested in women. Hbmixed however makes jokes about us having a 3some!
I’d told hbmixed “Hey, let’s do a 3some with the bulgarian” but she wasn’t sure over the phone. Suddenly she’s like “oh I dunno, I have to see her first, what if I don’t like her?” and I’m like “you’ll like her!”
So, they got along just fine as I’d suspected. Better than fine, in fact! (No kissing though) L …. What’s amazing was……. How much fun I had foolin’ around with them both and pushing for the 3some. I was doing shit like saying “yea so totally you guys can just be friends… so no reason not to just have ONE friendly kiss…..” and then pushing them together. I kept trying and it got funnier every time. Fuck – 3some escalation is just like normal kissing escalation. You just make it funny – then every time it doesn’t work, it’s a joy… hahahah. Fucking awesome. FUN really is the best game, I don’t give a fuck what anybody else says. It’s the shit – because you can never fail. How can you fail if you’re having fun? How can an approach fail if you’re having fun? Not possible. How can a 3some attempt “fail” if the whole thing was a laugh? Again – not possible. I had a GREAT time….
The amazing thing was – I just kept saying shit like “you know I love you guys… you guys are amazing.. etc etc” and they both knew it…….. and they both felt my love… and it was all good!! It was all totally cool.
Holy fuck. I’m actually ok with it. Like… it’s fine. I think I’m hitting a new level.
Ah – one interesting thing I noticed being out with 2 girls that I’m intimated with… it’s not about building comfort with them anymore, because I’ve got that. I realized I was getting them to build comfort with each other. That’s the key. If they feel comfortable with each other…. I think that’s how awesome 3some’s happen. When the girls dig each other … and get to know each other… and bond over how awesome YOU (the pimp) really are. Hehe.
Yeap. This is definitely cool. I wouldn’t have been comfortable doing this shit a few months ago.
The possibilities of 3some’s, orgies etc seems just around the corner. But… is not as appealing as I thought. I’m actually really happy just having a few cool ass girls in my life. It feels … natural having female friends. Finally…. It took years and years… but finally…. I actually like girls. I like having them in my life – girls are great! (No, I still haven’t figured ‘em all out…. ) ……. But this is going to be the fastest path to that – not trying to have sex with loads of ‘em. Actually having women around me that trust me and love me…. This will be my ultimate weapon – and lead to my ultimate happiness. Shit, I love my girls… all of ‘em! ;)
Life is good….
x


July 1, 2010 at 5:29 am
Keep making me proud, Sasha!
Big love,
Johnny