June 27th
Hey fuckers!! Yea, I haven’t blogged in a while. I’ve just been enjoying live too much. And I’ve been busy as fuuuuuuuuuuck.
So I’m in Scotland. Oh yeahhhhhhhhh. It’s fucking great up here!
Me and my homeboy woody drove up into the highlands. There was a funny sign of a man holding hands with a kid. There was no writing beneath it, but it should have said “warning: Pedophile present” …. I tried to get it on cam but we missed it…
Also, I went for a dip in one of the Loch’s. It wasn’t Loch Ness. It was a different one. But it was still good. I accidentally pee’s on my own face. I’m not going to explain it, I’ve uploaded the video. Enjoy – hahaha.
Ugh.
This is cute: I ran into the Twin… the one I’d pumped on my last trip up! (Yes, I’ve gotten the word pumped from woody, and I use it all the time now. I can’t help myself…)
I ran into on a train. She wasn’t looking so good. Had a quick chat with her – and she was back with her BF. You know, the one she doesn’t like. I was like “Still not having sex?” and she’s like “nope!”
I ask her “uhh, doesn’t that suck if you don’t even like him?” And she says “Well, we get along as friends, mainly – so it’s not so bad. Plus, I’m going travelling in January”
I asked her why she doesn’t leave him… she said because he always cries, and she falls really bad, and it’s easier this way.
Riiight. Nice one. I suppose in a way it should be a relief to see that women, as well as men are weaklings who can’t get their shit together. How can you live with someone who you don’t like/aren’t sleeping with… and you CAN’T openly see other people? What the FUuuuuuuuuuuckkkkk????
Anywho: what else is there to report…..ah…… Last Sunday I slept with… hbhungarian! Yes, well you’d think I’d have blogged about that earlier but…. It was a long time coming. She’s a pretty close friend of mine at this point, so…. You know… it wasn’t a biggie. But, I think she’s the first girl I’ve actually known for a few months before sleeping with. Oh wait, same situation was for the korean girl I hooked up with a few weeks ago…. But this girl I was really actually friends with. We’d chat on the phone, and hang out and the whole works.
So, nothing changed at all when we had sex. The lead up was slightly amusing though –
She comes over….. and we’re hanging out in my kitchen…. And she says “so, we’re going to sleep in the same bed and not have sex again eh?” and I’m like “I guess….” And she says “you know, if I was you, I wouldn’t be ok with that” … and I said “pff, whatever. I just like having you around, what can I say? … then again, maybe i’ve got a secret plan to seduce you, and tonight’s the big night!” … and she’s like “hmm, maybe”
Anywho: With what happened that night, it seemed like she’d already decided we were going to hook up. Like…… just…… she was totally down and that was that.
Hang out as per usual – get in the bed, heavy making out, take her shirt off. Molestation ensues…. Nudity insues…… We do the works and … at last… sweet love. Was quite good actually. I asked her afterwords what she thought. She said “yeah, it was OK. I came, so I got what I wanted” … I was like “Ok? Motherfucker! Then I fingered her and she had another big one. That’ll learn her! Fuck, I came pretty hard actually… it was like, I decided to come, but then when I came, I still held most of it in. one of those. Good though…… very good!
Like 5 mins after she was like “ok, well, I should go home and work!” and I was like “What the fuck???!?!?” I couldn’t believe it! Then after she was like “nah, let’s hang out!” and we went and chilled in the park for a couple of hours. I think it was like one of those thoughts you get and say, before you work it out properly “I should go work!” tho it was never gonna happen. Chilling in the park was really fun too! Funny how actually knowing someone for a while before hooking up with them is a “novelty” …… for most people, picking up some girl off the street and sleeping with her within the hour would be the novelty. For myself, knowing someone for 6 months before sex is much more novel. HA! I like it though – I’m really starting to see the merits of really befriending someone before going to bed with them. It’s just awesome for a whole plethora of reasons. They’re mainly obvious – but (for even more obvious reasons) I just haven’t been in the habit of really getting to know girls in the last few months. I’d meet a girl, and either decide I could get her into bad relatively fast (and the put the necessary time in) planing and scheming like a good little PUA. Or, I’d decide it wasn’t worth the effort, and I’d move on. It’s retarded. I wasn’t even considering whether I really like the person, whether I had a connection etc etc. It was just another notch on the bedbpost. Now I’m seeing just how awesome having sex with friends really is ……. But with the added polyamorous mindset. Not just, banging a couple of girls and hoping they don’t ask if you’re banging other girls. There’s a big difference. I feel free.
Also: If you truly and honestly take an interest in people (and sexy ladies you run into) … you don’t really have to push for sex. You don’t have to “Game” or “escalate” or any of that crap. You just take an active interest in finding people whom you find interesting. Then you’re really interested – and you’ll find they are as well. From there: meeting up, hanging out, getting to know each other… lead naturally to…”getting to know each other” :D … if you know what I mean. Wink wink, nudge nudge. Oh yeah.
That’s what this is all about.