June 05th
Hung out with the bulgarian ….. ooh she’s great. We had some real fun….. tho we still haven’t had sex! We pretty much act like a couple when we hang out otherwise. I’d come close before and she’s always not let it go down….. for the last couple of times she’d been saying stuff like “I’m a really terrible person. You don’t know it, but I am” and I’ve saying “what the fuck are you talking about?” …. Finally a week ago she agrees to tell me WTF she’s on about in a week. So today I demand to know and she comes clean. Her big secret? “Sasha, remember when I met you I told you I didn’t have a boyfriend?”
Sasha “errr… Yes?”
“Well, I lied. I do have a boyfriend, that’s what I couldn’t sleep with you! Whenever I tell guys I have a boyfriend, they stop talking to me, so I automatically just say I don’t have one –because i love to flirt! Also because I didn’t think I’d see you again so it doesn’t matter. And then we became friends and I felt really guilty and I’m terrible and I’m sorry…bla bla bla”
Ah. Well, that explains THAt mystery, lol. This girl adores me, and I her… we have amazing chemistry… and yea that explains that. Haha. I tell her it’s cool and it doesn’t matter (and it really doesn’t!) …. At this point, I actually love her as a person. So, whether I’m sleeping with her hardly really matters. I thought about this and realized – her friendship is much more important to me than sex. Sex would be great but….. who cares? Awesome girls are rare enough…. Me and her and going to be friends for years. Sex is inevitable so why push it? More importanlty, I wouldn’t want to do anything that would make her unhappy or have regrets because – she’s my friend! Shit, actually being friends with girls is so much better, and more powerful than… macking ho’s! Still tho.. It almost happened this night, even after all her revelations. Long story short she agreed to try and stay with her bf – even though she knows it can’t work long distance. She’s trying to figure out the best way to let the guy down etc. He’ll be broken hearted…. And I feel for him. She’s a hell of a girl L
Oh, she cooked me dinner – but we needed a bit of baking soda. Now, there’s no way we’re buying a whole thing of it. So I said “let’s just go get a bit from the neighbors!” … we went outside and there was a bar b que across the street with a load of folk. I said “look, let’s go and get what we need there!” … she’s shy and starts her usual “nooo nooo” but she knows it’s useless. We go over there, and within 2 mins the people are like “join us, join us!” and she’s like “noooo!” and I’m in there eating chicken in NO time. Hahaha. I just have one piece tho as I wanna eat the bulgarian thing she’s gonna cook. We hang for a bit and then head back. She makes her cheese thing and it’s great. We even bring a piece across the street to the neighbors… it’s a different group but the cheese thing is cut up and they enjoy it.
Anywho: The next morining I was going to make french toast, so we we head to the supermarket. I wore her tiny ass frilly skirt for a giggle. I spoke to whoever we could on the way and it was good fun. Lots of looks, lots of smiles. Hahaha. Everyone time I wanted to speak to people she’d be like “noooooo!” but then… you know the drill, haha. IT was great fun, and I have some awesome pics of me in a skirt! I’d like to put’em up actually – I’ll see about doin’ that. Goooooooood times.
Can’t believe I’ve been seeing a girl who’s got a BF!! Arghhhhhh. I told her it was a bit stupid of her to commit to someone who’s living in another country and she said “I know” ….. but she’s young. She’ll get there….she’s just too nice and sweet to break it to him that’s it over. She wanted me advice over the matter (she’s seeing him soon) and I told her to just be totally honest with him about everything and see what happens. Honestly is the best policy! She told me I was old and wise. Maybe she’s half right ;)
June 22, 2010 at 12:13 am
Put up the pics!! : )